So I’ve been apart from my best friend
@AzTecK'
for a few months due to quarantine, which has totally sucked. We are each obviously quite sad about not getting to spend time together but the upside is that the distance has actually allowed us to explore other kinds of intimacy together. One of the things we decided to do was to each write a letter to each other about sex. Honestly, I’m so proud of mine. I keep reading through it and every time it makes me so horny. So I figured I’d spread the love a bit and share it with you all. Please enjoy!
My beautiful boy,
Being apart from you has given me some time to reflect on our sex life. I’ve been missing you, missing your cock, but also really enjoying fantasising about what I’m going to do with it when we get back together soon. I can’t wait to be with you again. So I’ve decided to put some thoughts together about sex with you; what it feels like, what we do best and what I most enjoy doing for you. I hope you enjoy reading this, because it’s going to make everything a hundred times better when we’re together again.
Part 1. Why I enjoy giving you blowjobs
There is nothing in this world that turns me on more than your cock. Staring at it awakens a primal hunger in me, a yearning to touch it, taste it and have it inside me. I love everything about it; how long and slender it is, how large the head is, the way your foreskin tantalises me by hiding some of it away. You really do have the most amazing penis. It’s the gateway to your sexual pleasure, to your most animalistic instincts, and I love being up close with that side of you. Just admiring and kissing it makes me so aroused that I often drip with precum without even touching myself.
When I take your cock inside my mouth, I lose control of myself a little bit. A deeper part of my mind takes over, and I’m overwhelmed and absorbed in the act. I become a slave to your cock, completely focused on servicing you. It always tastes incredible. I love feeling every part of the soft tissue with my lips. Sometimes I work the head for a while, applying gentle suction. I can tell you like that. I like to hold your balls and gently apply pressure to your taint while I suck, to heighten the sensation. Sometimes I reach behind and grip your ass cheeks, or, if I’m daring, rest my finger gently on your hole. I also love pushing your whole cock in as deep as I can. I’ve had to learn to control my gag reflex more, because I’m addicted to the feeling of your cock filling up my mouth and resting down my throat. Towards the end, I like to grip the base with my hand and suck the end with my mouth, moving with steady, purposeful motions. I want to make every part of your cock light up with sensation. I know when I’m doing a good job because I can feel your body make precum and shoot it up the shaft.
When you cum, I want you to push it deep in my throat. I want to feel the pulsations of your shaft. I want every last drop. I want you to tell me I’ve done an incredible job and kiss me to thank me. That, for me, is the most intensely pleasurable and satisfying experience. I’ll be able to lightly touch myself and make myself cum within seconds just from being so aroused. If I can time it well, I’ll finish myself off just as you’re squirting yourself down my throat.
I know some guys like to face fuck but when I give a blowjob, I want my man to be completely relaxed. I want you to lie back, watch me work my magic and focus on experiencing the sensations. Giving a blowjob is the time for you to surrender your pleasure to me. It’s my turn to take care of us. I love nothing more than being a good boy and giving you amazing head. When I was a teenager, I used to fantasise about sucking guys’ cocks more than anything else. Something about giving head is so addictive and empowering for me that it’s definitely one of strongest parts of my sexual identity.
Part 2. Why I enjoy being fucked by you
Being fucked allows me to connect with, and marvel at, the most animalistic aspects of you. I can watch as your mind gets taken over by lust for me. It turns me on to see how much you desire me, that you’re rock hard just at the sight of my body, that you need to have me. It feels especially amazing to be properly taken care of, to be warmed up and have the connection between us ignited before we launch into it. When I feel lots of love from you just as the sex is beginning, I know it’s going to go really, really well.
Each position is a different kind of fuck. I love them all, and they all have different perks. I love being on my stomach, with your arms around me, your chest resting on my back and your cock in my ass. It’s an intimate and tender fuck. We can kiss and be close to one another. You have the scope to play around, to alternate between fast and slow, to explore different angles and open me up. In this position, you have access to different pressure points (pleasure points?) inside my hole. I like feeling you slowly explore, your cock head rubbing up against all sorts of places within me. This is a good position to start in.
When I’m on my back, looking up at you, it feels different. It’s deeper in my guts, and I can feel my intestines. It’s more intense. I like holding my legs up because I can be stable enough that you don’t have to hold my weight, you can just do what you do best. This position is amazing because I get to watch you, see the sweat forming on your body, look down and see your cock pumping in and out of me, and how erect you are. I can look into your eyes and be inspired by a burst of love for my incredible man. After we’ve warmed up enough, you can really slam deep into me in this position. It’s such an intense sensation that I can barely focus on anything except the force of your whole body smashing into my ass.
When I’m on all fours, the sensation is incredible. It’s the most heightened and it feels the most raw. I love it when you hold my ass cheeks and slap them. I know that from his position, I must look incredible. I know the sight of my ass is hypnotising you. I’d be so happy to be fucked like that, uninterrupted, for ages. It’s the most comfortable when you just lean back and hold my cheeks while you’re going to town on me. I just have to arch my back and enjoying the sensations.
If I put some lube on my dick, grasp the head and just hold it while you fuck me, it feels mind-blowingly amazing. I’d cum so quick if I didn’t exercise self-control. I like to slowly edge myself while you’re fucking me, getting right to the point of blowing a load but never allowing myself the release. I can hold myself on the precipice of orgasm for minutes at a time. My body is so aroused that it amplifies the feeling of you plowing my guts. If I hold myself at this point for too long I start to shake. I have to make sure I don’t pass out from experiencing such an intense, pleasurable rush. Sometimes I let go of my cock, and just cum purely from the sensation of you pounding on my prostate. Those orgasms are something else entirely. This is why I love bottoming.
Part 3. Why I enjoy fucking you
When I am the one fucking, a completely different side of my sexuality is awake. I get horny just by looking at your body, admiring the curvature of your back and the softness of your skin. You become my own very beautiful boy to connect with, someone who is giving all of himself to me. I see you in a much more vulnerable state, especially when you vocalise to show me how you feel. It’s heaven in my ears. It’s intimacy with a completely different side of you, the side that can give, that is open and in touch with his vulnerability. I love fucking because I love being regularly acquainted with that soft side of my boy.
I love eating your ass out. You have the most gorgeous pink hole, I could kiss and nibble on it for hours. I love pulling your cheeks apart and sliding my tongue inside, feeling it as your walls relax. You always taste incredible. I love when you sit on my face, so that the only thing I can see is your incredible juicy ass, and all I can do is work my tongue in your hole. Sometimes I enjoy myself so much that I forget to come up for air.
I love it when you get on your stomach so I can lie on top of you. I get to give it to you slowly and take my time to enjoy it. I can kiss you and show you that you’re mine. It is such a pleasurable sensation to slide my cock inside you. I remember the first time I did it, it was like the heavens were opening up. I love how warm and soft you are. I love feeling your insides gradually relax at first as you get used to me. I love fucking you slowly, letting you get acquainted with the feeling of my dick sliding in and out of you.
I also froth at seeing you on your back with your legs in the air. Seeing you in that state, and putting my cock in between your legs is incredible. I look into your eyes and feel a deep connection with you, and a burning love for you. This is one of the most intimate things that we can do together and it’s an incredible feeling. Shooting my load in your ass while I kiss you is my way of showing my love and dedication to you.
I’m sure that for many men, topping is about ownership, control over another, and the feeling of being masculine and powerful. For me it is none of those things, they don’t interest me. It is about connection, love and intimacy. I want to be close to my boy, I want him to enjoy me as I enjoy him.
Part 4. A good sex life
A good sex life shouldn’t only involve the most intense sex every day. Life needs variety. It needs a session that is light and playful one day and a soft, slow and romantic session the next. And only sometimes does it need to be that animalistic, raw breeding, that fucking that leaves me sore the next day and in need of recovery.
Baby, sometimes I just want to pull your pants down while you’re in the kitchen making coffee, work your cock and make you cum in my mouth. No words spoken. We stay right there in the kitchen and enjoy the spontaneity of the moment. Then we enjoy the coffee together and go about our day.
Sometimes I want to be relaxing with a book on the couch, and I want you to come and gently cuddle up to me. Don’t move too fast too quickly. Maybe I’ll keep reading my book, and you can just cuddle, massage, kiss me, let me know that you want to give me some tender loving. Show me that you know I need to be warmed up, and then I guarantee you we’ll be naked soon enough and you’ll be gently sliding your cock in and out of me, allowing both of us to enjoy the slowness of it.
Sometimes I want you to return from the shower to find me on all fours in the bedroom, with the lights dimmed and music on. I want you to take your pants off and rim me. If I’m ever waiting for you in this position it means I’m ready for it. And then I want you to put your cock in me. Don’t roll me over, don’t move me. Just fuck me. The music is on so that it can cover the noise I’m going to make.
Sometimes, I want to be watching tv with you and have you whip your cock out. If you feel like it, do it. Don’t be romantic with me, don’t try and initiate anything with me, just act as though we’re two “curious” straight bros. Don’t overthink it, just enjoy yourself and make yourself cum. Maybe I’ll just feel like watching. Maybe I’ll join you.
Sometimes, I want for you to put on a show for me to get me in the mood. If I’m lying in bed, get up and take your clothes off. Let me admire your gorgeous body for a bit. Your soft skin, your squishy ass cheeks, your gorgeous strong chest and arms. Get on the bed and show me what you look like when you get fucked. Moan a little. Enjoy the moment of teasing me. I guarantee it’ll make me want to get up and fuck you.
Sometimes, I just want us to be playful with it. Nobody wants to cook dinner that night? Whoever cooks dinner gets a blowjob. Ask me to suck you off as a reward for doing the dishes. I’ll love it, and I’ll do it. And you know what turns me on more than anything else? A clean kitchen.
I want to add to this list. Let’s have sexual options. The key to a healthy sex life is different kinds of sex. I want to know my boy’s ideal scenarios of how to have sex - and not the sex itself, but how we get into it. Who initiates it? Is it soft and tender or strong and dominating? Do you want it to be talkative, or do you want no words to be spoken? We can collect these stories and we can integrate them into our sex life together, which is growing into something healthy, strong and loving.
Sex is the gateway to our connection. No matter the troubles of our daily lives, sex can be where we meet each other again, where we can be a union. I love you, and I want to take proper care of our love by allowing it to grow and flourish through sex. I can’t wait to be with you again. I’m all yours.
Love, your boy.
